near 22
yesterday was wednesday. today I got my G license which means I have my full license now. Everytime I look in the mirror Im not supposed to leave it until I say and think something good about myself. I just tried it but its not working.
everything about growing up is confusing but maybe the idea of growing up is wrong because you grow all sorts of ways. I am currently also growing OUT and DOWN. whatever that means.
Ill probably have a birthday party that no one goes to or has fun at har har har
Im waiting for my hair to grow out, again. because it was nice and so I went crazy abroad and shaved one side of it and got a really awful hair cut right before I left. My hair is maybe the only potentially good part of me, and I ruined even that.
the things I would have to change about myself to say nice things in the mirror are these: different shaped teeth (my teeth make me look like a badger), whiter teeth, clearer skin, no face fat,
ok ill finish this later because my mom says shes not going upstairs without me because its TIME FOR BED