I LOVE ASIA
Today was good. Yesterday and today we had people from different countries come and speak to our class because of international week. I'm in love with one of the Japanese boys. =) He was adorable. He'd hide behind his scarf and fall asleep. What a doll. Meeting all these people from Japan makes me want to go visit my relatives there. My grandmother can take me since I'll be 18 next month and she needs to because she is getting older. A problem would be that my relatives do not speak English. =\ Anyway, there were other Asian people too. One appeared to be hitting on Drew? Maybe he was friendly. I mean he really took interest in Drew.. everytime he talked his eyes would get big. They also wrote our names in their languages. The man from Taiwan said my name was beautiful. I really enjoyed their visit because they seem like lovely, humble people. I wish people here had more pride in there country as they do.
I HATE all of this cloudy weather. It has me down. I've been thinking a lot lately. Too much really. I have came to the conclusion that I'm happy when I'm working for happiness but never realize it until it's in the past. I miss having friends I understood. It seems now all of my friends are immature, or I can't open up to them at all. Whats not helping is my mother. I think it should be manditory for parents to take a parenting class. She always says the wrong things to me. One thing that gets me is that my parents have no clue what kind of day I have ever. They never ask but yet they come home and yell at me. My parents are under the impression that nothing ever goes wrong in my life and that I never get stressed. Apparently I have no real problems yet. That gets on my nerves greatly when they say that. I say this because my parents have it made as well and the only problem my mother has is her health or self created problems. Bleh. Mother knows best right? The reason why I got mad is because of what she said about my real father. She seems to get jealous that I actually like him. So she makes him out to be a heartless person just because of what he did 17 years ago when he was very young.
I think tomorrow I will go to a show maybe. Maybe a movie. I need a nap badly so I'm going to go wash my face and lay down.
I HATE all of this cloudy weather. It has me down. I've been thinking a lot lately. Too much really. I have came to the conclusion that I'm happy when I'm working for happiness but never realize it until it's in the past. I miss having friends I understood. It seems now all of my friends are immature, or I can't open up to them at all. Whats not helping is my mother. I think it should be manditory for parents to take a parenting class. She always says the wrong things to me. One thing that gets me is that my parents have no clue what kind of day I have ever. They never ask but yet they come home and yell at me. My parents are under the impression that nothing ever goes wrong in my life and that I never get stressed. Apparently I have no real problems yet. That gets on my nerves greatly when they say that. I say this because my parents have it made as well and the only problem my mother has is her health or self created problems. Bleh. Mother knows best right? The reason why I got mad is because of what she said about my real father. She seems to get jealous that I actually like him. So she makes him out to be a heartless person just because of what he did 17 years ago when he was very young.
I think tomorrow I will go to a show maybe. Maybe a movie. I need a nap badly so I'm going to go wash my face and lay down.