downer

[bright_firefly]

i hate supposedly being "close" to someone and them not telling me whats going on

i hate being used

i hate drifting away from people

i hate feeling trapted

i hate feeling like i have no control over situations or if i do im to scared to do anything

things should go back to normal...but whats normal?

i wish i knew

i need to not let other people dictate my life!

emily

p.s. 30 days till i move