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so, ah, shit i didn't even think this thing still existed. I actually forgot my password and had to go through the trouble of changing it. It's been almost a year since i wrote in this thing, which is so scary to think of cause i actually remember writing my last entry. i wonder if anyone is going to even read what i'm writing, lol which is weird to think of cause if no one does then i'm typing to myself and that makes me feel like a big dork. In one year, this one year, i think i've learned more about life, myself, people in general, and my outlook on the world than i have in my entire life. (i've also done more new things in this one year than in my entire life)
i haven't said this outside of my mind yet, but i am really really upset about what happened to one of my friends. In some way i feel responsible which is what i always feel for those type of people that i know (alcoholics). He's gone away, maybe it will make him better, but i'm going to fucking miss him so bad. I might not show it, and i might not have any reason to, but i'm so upset. He gave me what i needed to move on from the whole situation, a thanking that i will never forget and that i hold dear, but i'm scared for him. And i truely hope he can save himself, cause no one else's help will do him any good at this point in time.
senior year better be a damn good one! One more year left people of spending our lives together, which we've have for the last 11 years!! It's weird, the time that i haven't written in this thing is about the time that i know have left before i enter adulthood.
i haven't said this outside of my mind yet, but i am really really upset about what happened to one of my friends. In some way i feel responsible which is what i always feel for those type of people that i know (alcoholics). He's gone away, maybe it will make him better, but i'm going to fucking miss him so bad. I might not show it, and i might not have any reason to, but i'm so upset. He gave me what i needed to move on from the whole situation, a thanking that i will never forget and that i hold dear, but i'm scared for him. And i truely hope he can save himself, cause no one else's help will do him any good at this point in time.
senior year better be a damn good one! One more year left people of spending our lives together, which we've have for the last 11 years!! It's weird, the time that i haven't written in this thing is about the time that i know have left before i enter adulthood.