Jul 05, 2005 12:10
this guy is the opposite of what i swore that i wanted. he's not an athlete. everything i would normally use to judge a guy, like where he hangs out, whats up with his buddies, and stuff of the like doesn't even matter to me now. when we hang out im impressed that he has his own ideas and thoughts. he makes me laugh so hard that my sides hurt. he calls me just to say "hi" or "goodnight". and i know that if i have a problem, he wont be too caught up with anything and everything to help me. i know that he'll always be there. i thought i wanted a particular "type" of guy, but maybe i dont. maybe i just want him. i love the way he kisses me and the blue of his eyes, but im mostly crazy about how comfortable he makes me feel. i feel safe telling him secrets, i can be all goofy and kendall-like around him without feeling like an ass,theres never awkward silence, and i wasnt nervous about introducing him to my friends or family because i knew theyd love him. he is amazing.
im such a stupid girl. i cant believe i let myself fall this hard.
so atlanta was atlanta. i had some fun times and some not so fun times, but for the most part it was very enjoyable. i hate boys for only thinking about sex and disregarding key information like "she has a boyfriend. she likes her boyfriend. shes not interested." i like longhorn and applebees almost as much as long car rides with good friends.
while at the hotel in virginia i ate at "five guys" while amanda was sleeping, and let me just tell you ... BEST cheesburgers EVER. that was the furst time that i ever ate alone in a restaurant and i must say that its not as scary or humiliating as everyone makes it out to be. i kinda liked sitting with a magazine and delicious food on the deck. it was peacful.
amanda and i arrived in homeland massachusetts around 10:30 yesterday morning. she showered and everything and then went to kristins. i had the most amazing day with seth.
he came to pick me up and then we went to his house for a bit and chilled out by the lake and talked to his parents. we went to lenas to say "hey" to the magnificent jessie to make plans for later. after that we went back to my house where we spent the day eating lots of take out by the pool with my mom and sister and playing with maggie (aka my cute little puppy). HE TOSSED MY INTO THE POOL CLOTHES AND ALL! i couldnt believe it. he said that i was being "mouthy" and giving "attitue". it was absolutely hilarious especially when i made him jump in with all of his clothes on as a form of revenge ... my mom thought it was kinda funny ... lol
at night we saw fireworks and had some good conversation which i will attempt to sort out later.
yeah this is my life. i love it. the end.
PS LOUISIANA GOT MY PAPERWORK! they thought it got lost in the mail, but it just arrived :-) :-) yay
and thankyou triton for finally sending my transcripts, youre awesome <3