Aug 12, 2005 12:01
Im so sick of caring!I end up getting hurt so much just by caring!Im sick of it!Im tired of it!I just dont unmderstand why I need to care and love people when I get slack ALL the time from so many people!How can it be with SO many people!!I just cannot take it anymore!I cannot!Why live in a world where there is so much pain and suffering...wht care about those people when you get TUNED!Im over everything!
I dont need any of this!But yet I still allow it to make me worry all the time!Im done!Im out and yeah I dont CARE!!!!!!!Im so close to swearing...Im so close to running away...Im so close to giving ALL up!But yet I still hold on!Something keeps me from running....ruining all I have!!!!And I am grateful for that something!