Well .. definitely been "a night" ..
Here I am .. being emo .. but if you don't like it piss off ..
I am grateful for my friends .. but they can only take you so far. Eventually, you have to carry yourself forth.
I am grateful for my health .. but I am growing older, and as my age advances youthful immortality flees with it.
I am grateful for my family .. no matter how blind they may be, or how my patience with them evaporates ever so quickly.
I am healthy, have great friends here to support me, and a great family to assist me in the (self-imposed) burdens I bear. I shouldn't want for more, and yet I do.
Selfish? Probably.
Lonely? Definitely.
Potential? Remains to be seen.
I miss you all back home .. hell I even miss those that I probably shouldn't, and yet I do. There still remains no blame or hatred .. even though most would criticize that emotion.
I miss one of my best friends .. and nothing can or will change that.
Here's to another year .. may it be greater for you all, as well as I, else what the hell are we living for?
Take care all .. TV is on and I'm going to try to pass out to it (as opposed to someone else, because let's face it .. I've walked away from anyone that might be) ..
I am grateful for my friends .. but they can only take you so far. Eventually, you have to carry yourself forth.
I am grateful for my health .. but I am growing older, and as my age advances youthful immortality flees with it.
I am grateful for my family .. no matter how blind they may be, or how my patience with them evaporates ever so quickly.
I am healthy, have great friends here to support me, and a great family to assist me in the (self-imposed) burdens I bear. I shouldn't want for more, and yet I do.
Selfish? Probably.
Lonely? Definitely.
Potential? Remains to be seen.
I miss you all back home .. hell I even miss those that I probably shouldn't, and yet I do. There still remains no blame or hatred .. even though most would criticize that emotion.
I miss one of my best friends .. and nothing can or will change that.
Here's to another year .. may it be greater for you all, as well as I, else what the hell are we living for?
Take care all .. TV is on and I'm going to try to pass out to it (as opposed to someone else, because let's face it .. I've walked away from anyone that might be) ..