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before i say anything, i do not want pity from this. i just need to get my thoughts out and i guess venting to four best friends isn't enough.
i have felt sick since yesterday. my shoulders are tense, i feel like i'm going to throw up and my head is tight and filled with pressure. i am miserable. i don't understand why. things were fine. i don't know what to do. b made a good point that it's good i have my prozac now because without it i'd probably be even worse. even worse is something i don't want to even imagine. i talked to him today. it was weird. i don't like it like this. every guy has been the same in the end. he wasn't the same as the past few, but in the end it all was the exact same. i don't know what to do.
i have felt sick since yesterday. my shoulders are tense, i feel like i'm going to throw up and my head is tight and filled with pressure. i am miserable. i don't understand why. things were fine. i don't know what to do. b made a good point that it's good i have my prozac now because without it i'd probably be even worse. even worse is something i don't want to even imagine. i talked to him today. it was weird. i don't like it like this. every guy has been the same in the end. he wasn't the same as the past few, but in the end it all was the exact same. i don't know what to do.