now i know what a real panic attack feels like

[briellef]

so i was laying in bed playing on my laptop and watching grey's anatomy. i was really tired and almost ready to go to bed. fir sine reason i looked up at the ceiling and there was something moving. i thought it was just a cobweb. i looked back up and realized that there are 20 or 30 baby spiders crawling around my ceiling...right above my head. now spiders are my number 1 fear...they even top thunderstorms. so i flipped out and woke my dad up and he came in and got on my bed and started laughing and wiping these spiders off the ceiling...onto my bed. so he told me he killed all the ones he saw, but we couldnt find where the nest was, so we couln't figure out how many more were going to crawl out...so now i have to sleep in bed with a bunch more crazy spiders all over my ceiling...and possibly in my bed. and my dad will probably not be very interested in finding the nest tomorrow...so in a few weeks i will have a crapload of full grown spiders crawling around my ceiling...and my bed. so this is what an anxiety attack feels like. all i need now is a severe thundestorm and a power outage and my life will be complete... of all the rooms in the house...those horny little arthropods had to decide to have sex in my room... just freaking great

update...11:32
just to let you all know...it is now thundering out...and there is a severe thunderstorm watch for my county...you may think i am making this up...but i am most definitely not...bting on the power outage cuz that seems to be all thats left