this is quick but not quite p a i n l e s s...
i can't take this anymore.
none of it. i can't take my life anymore.
i'm so overwhelmed as usual. seriously NOTHING is knew with that.
the sad part is, i do it to myself. if i would just
be on top of things then i wouldn't be like this. i wouldn't
be stressed, and upset, and overwhelmed. i just wouldn't be.
but since i don't fix it, i'm stuck with it.
i have so much to do. it seems like there's always just something
to do. something that has to be turned in, or done or just..alsdfjdsfj SOMETHING.
always. i hate it. if it's not work, it's homework, if it's not homework
it's cheerleading or school or something else. i hate how fast my life just moves
a long and nothing seems to be accomplished. i can't explain
how i feel right now. but it's not good. at all.
this has to do with you too. a lot. if only you would be there for me
when i need you. if only you would give to me, like how i give to you.
if only you were like you used to be. if only we were like we used to be.
i wish things didn't change. i know i'm to blame for part of it. but now i'm not.
it's you. what's the deal with you? i need to know. i have to know.
you're making my life so much harder. i'm wrapped around you and
you're seriously just everything. and you're not giving me anything. why?
what is going on with us. why are you being the way you are right now to me?
all i have is questions. i don't want to have so many questions. where are the answers?
why can't we just be perfect..?
why can't life be perfect? why is life so hard?
why can i only ask why? when will i know the answers to my questions?
all i can do is fidgit and cry. i just can't even sit still.
i don't know what to do with myself. i know i have my friends...but sometimes
they can only do so much. i know everything happens for a reason, and it will all
turn around one day. but i just don't have the patience.
i'm scared. i'm worried. i'm nervous. i'm indescribable. i'm just...i don't even know.
i feel so alone.
i'm so behind in school. i've missed a lot of days. i have tons of homework and so much on my mind.
i can't even concentrate anymore. i don't even remember what i was just going to say...
i just can't do this anymore. i can't, i can't.....i won't.
i don't know. bye :'(
this is killing me.....
none of it. i can't take my life anymore.
i'm so overwhelmed as usual. seriously NOTHING is knew with that.
the sad part is, i do it to myself. if i would just
be on top of things then i wouldn't be like this. i wouldn't
be stressed, and upset, and overwhelmed. i just wouldn't be.
but since i don't fix it, i'm stuck with it.
i have so much to do. it seems like there's always just something
to do. something that has to be turned in, or done or just..alsdfjdsfj SOMETHING.
always. i hate it. if it's not work, it's homework, if it's not homework
it's cheerleading or school or something else. i hate how fast my life just moves
a long and nothing seems to be accomplished. i can't explain
how i feel right now. but it's not good. at all.
this has to do with you too. a lot. if only you would be there for me
when i need you. if only you would give to me, like how i give to you.
if only you were like you used to be. if only we were like we used to be.
i wish things didn't change. i know i'm to blame for part of it. but now i'm not.
it's you. what's the deal with you? i need to know. i have to know.
you're making my life so much harder. i'm wrapped around you and
you're seriously just everything. and you're not giving me anything. why?
what is going on with us. why are you being the way you are right now to me?
all i have is questions. i don't want to have so many questions. where are the answers?
why can't we just be perfect..?
why can't life be perfect? why is life so hard?
why can i only ask why? when will i know the answers to my questions?
all i can do is fidgit and cry. i just can't even sit still.
i don't know what to do with myself. i know i have my friends...but sometimes
they can only do so much. i know everything happens for a reason, and it will all
turn around one day. but i just don't have the patience.
i'm scared. i'm worried. i'm nervous. i'm indescribable. i'm just...i don't even know.
i feel so alone.
i'm so behind in school. i've missed a lot of days. i have tons of homework and so much on my mind.
i can't even concentrate anymore. i don't even remember what i was just going to say...
i just can't do this anymore. i can't, i can't.....i won't.
i don't know. bye :'(
this is killing me.....