yo.
so last night and today have been very interesting.
i got in the biggest fight with him last night. it sucked really, really bad.
i hung out w/ a friend i didn't think i'd ever hang out with again, it was cool though.
had a good time. i had to drive my irresponsible friend home who lives in BFE and have
another good friend follow me there because my irresponsible friend
was too drunk. i love him though<3 but it sucked cause i was
driving illegally and had someone under the influence in
the car underage as well :x wowww it was gay.
anyway, got home an hour after i was supposed to be home.
and this whole time i was fighting with him. ughhhh.
it was a horrible night. for sure.
i had to wake up super early today for my gay ass
dermotology appoinment. ugh i hate going there.
got back home around 9:45 and went back to bed until 2!!! oh boy it felt so good though.
so then i got up and called everyone who called me and whom i ignored
because i was enjoying my afternoon slumber :) yada yada yada.
then out of nowhere my sister comes upstairs and asks me, "did you her what happened?'"
and you know that's never good. so i'm like, "what? what are you talking about?"
next thing you know she tells me, "our neighbor died."
i find out this whole time i was on the phone, my mom had been with our other
neighbors at the neighbor who died's house calling 911 and talking to the police and what not.
i'm like aldjfsljf!? um hello can anyone fill me in? how does all that shit go down
while i'm on my phone in the basement? so i'm waiting for someone to fill me in.
finally my mom comes home and said that our neighbor had been dead for about
2 days now, and no one even knew :( we weren't close with this neighbor but we
knew her, so R.I.P donna<3 wow....so sad :( what makes this situation
all the more sad is that she lost her son a few years ago. he was only like 21, if that?
and he died in a car accident. so donna was really, really depressed and on
a lot of meds. to "help" her. but apparently they didn't. it's so weird. i feel terrible for her family.
god bless.
so after all that, i went to work 5:30-9:30.
had an interesting conversation with him after work, and i think we cleared things up..
at least i hope so. i hope we can work out this time, and that we don't fall apart.
let's make this work. we gotta be strong baby, gotta be strong<3 i love you so much.
after i got home i was about to be a good student and do my homework.
but then carla called me so i went out to eat w/ her and james<3
fun times :) then we stopped at steves, said hi to him and brian.
said hi to my sister [ sadly she hangs out w/ steve's sisters so i have
to see her at MY friend's house >:( ]
theeeen i came home and now her i am. kind of a long and pointless update eh?
idk i like to just write exactly what i'm thinking; even if it doesn't make sense
or is stupid. cause then at least i get it out of my head and maybe, just maybe
it will help me sleep better.
well i'm going to bed now so i can get some sleep.
someone is coming to kiss me goodnight at 3.am<33
tooooootles!
CMNT :D