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I really want to post about London and exist trace.
But my mood is so down and I'm feeling somewhat worthless and like I've really fucked up.
Something someone said to me yesterday has really thrown me off.
I don't know what to do about it or how to act.
I've lost a friend.
Someone I used to be able to trust with my life.
That hurts.
Feeling betrayed is one harsh feeling.
It's funny, one of my muses is feeling depressed and betrayed right now.
I want to be in a good mood for when I write about exist trace.
Otherwise I won't do any justice for anything.
What should I do?
It's all so fucked.
I hope I can put on my Scorpio hard face tomorrow for my niece's birthday.
Mana