In which I ramble pointlessly about the burnt toast in my life
Been kind of feeling sick today. I woke up and had a horrible stomach ache - I didn't throw up or anything, but it hurt a lot, and I was nauseous for a while. Then it got better mid-afternoon-ish, but it came back for a little while when I went upstairs. I'm feeling all right right now though, so hopefully it won't come back when I finally try to get to sleep, hahaha...
...Nyan. I haven't gotten anything useful done at all recently. I have the Adstring app sitting there partially filled out - I am working on it, Qu, and it will get done, but I don't know when to expect it. Part of the problem, I think, is that I'm indecisive as to whether I want to pull Asuka from the beginning of season 3 or when she sparklepoofs, or somewhere in between. (No earlier because I want to have season 2 be there without her being stuck in there, no later because I really don't know what to do with season 4's canon anymore.)
I haven't worked on any of my fanfics in fishsticks know how long. I'm still working on the oneshot with mini!Manjoume and the kitten, but I can't bring myself to actually work on it, and I want to get that one done before I work on For Good or restart Lost Heaven/Heaven's Charge/whatever it's going to be called when I finally finalize its title.
My RP is suffering, too. I know it is. I've been procrastinating every single one of my tags for Manjoume at Crucible horribly. Like, I'll let one sit there for several hours on end with only a tiny hint in my mind as to how the heck I'm going to proceed with my response, that's how bad it is sometimes. It's not that his muse is weak - far from it. He's my strongest, has been ever since I picked him up at Econtra. I've just been procrastinating.
The only thing that I can say that I have done is level my priest on WoW to level 78 (as of tonight). But that's not an accomplishment. The speed at which I've been doing this only goes to prove that I have no life and have been spending far too much of my time on the game when I could have been doing things that are actually useful. Like writing.
...And I don't know what it is that's shot my motivation so critically. If I knew what it was, maybe I could fix it...
...Nyan. I haven't gotten anything useful done at all recently. I have the Adstring app sitting there partially filled out - I am working on it, Qu, and it will get done, but I don't know when to expect it. Part of the problem, I think, is that I'm indecisive as to whether I want to pull Asuka from the beginning of season 3 or when she sparklepoofs, or somewhere in between. (No earlier because I want to have season 2 be there without her being stuck in there, no later because I really don't know what to do with season 4's canon anymore.)
I haven't worked on any of my fanfics in fishsticks know how long. I'm still working on the oneshot with mini!Manjoume and the kitten, but I can't bring myself to actually work on it, and I want to get that one done before I work on For Good or restart Lost Heaven/Heaven's Charge/whatever it's going to be called when I finally finalize its title.
My RP is suffering, too. I know it is. I've been procrastinating every single one of my tags for Manjoume at Crucible horribly. Like, I'll let one sit there for several hours on end with only a tiny hint in my mind as to how the heck I'm going to proceed with my response, that's how bad it is sometimes. It's not that his muse is weak - far from it. He's my strongest, has been ever since I picked him up at Econtra. I've just been procrastinating.
The only thing that I can say that I have done is level my priest on WoW to level 78 (as of tonight). But that's not an accomplishment. The speed at which I've been doing this only goes to prove that I have no life and have been spending far too much of my time on the game when I could have been doing things that are actually useful. Like writing.
...And I don't know what it is that's shot my motivation so critically. If I knew what it was, maybe I could fix it...