Mar 29, 2005 15:15
wow life sucks soooooo bad right now.
seems like nothing ever gets better... well this year atleast, everythings been terrible for so long + it just gets worse.
i hate how u try to be so careful when you get into a relationship not to let ure heart get broken. u do everything u can to protect yourself.. + just when u tell the person how u really feel.. it gets thrown back in your face + of course, he ends up breaking your heart anyway. i dont even know why the fuck i try anymore. its gonna be a loooong while before i ever tell a guy im in love with them again. i think the worst part is tho, how they lie to you. they tell you all along that they love you but in the end...they couldnt seem to care any less about you. its like you didnt even exist to them.
[[i hate this, i dont wanna move on + i cant move on]]
...but i guess i got to..