What I want to say
Listen, I don't want to talk right now. I understand you are saying sorry, but come on it's been almost two months. What kind of person does that? I mean the last thing I said to you was that I was still scared and that I was still locked inside a building where there was a car bomb right outside. Whatever reason you stopped speaking to me doesn't matter because it's not excusable and I don't actually believe you understand and are sorry yet. Until I get some sort of real apology, instead of a few " oh shit, I messed up " messages, I don't care enough to keep you in my life. So think about it, but if not, then you will have to live with the fact that you pushed away one of the best people who will ever come into your life. I loved, cared and believed in you until the second you showed no regard or care for my safety.