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Is there a point where you should stop forgiving people for your own good? God says that you should always forgive, not just the 7 times people ask your forgiveness, but Seventy x Seven. It's going to take some time for me to let some of this stuff go, but I've been so strong, I don't want to seem weak now. I'm not going to answer your texts. I know that I deserve an explanation because not only was I supportive, but I cared about you. I believed in you. You stopped talking to me. I was locked in a building in Times Square with a bomb outside and you stopped talking to me because you're gf got mad. really? how is that okay? I said I was scared.... and you chose then to stop talking to me after you started contacting me for 2 days straight. I comforted you for whatever reason you contacted me hysterical a few weeks prior and you didn't even check to see if I got home okay that night. It hurt, but just as I've been doing so much better you contact me. I put up walls to protect myself and I've been doing that to get myself back together and I won't let it crack until I don't feel angry anymore.