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[bridgeisburning]

I'm having trouble with words today. I have too many and not enough at the same time. I've been having that issue a lot lately; I feel like I have so much to say, but then when I try to say it,

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[lolomgwhut]

SELENA GOMEZ.

Winnie the Pooh is a very wise bear!!!!

And I'll tell you what. There's good and bad to be found in every situation. If you had a job, you'd have to get up every morning and go to it. And you might hate it. And you still might not feel like you're contributing to the world. I'm working on the next version of Windows right now and I don't feel like I'm contributing to the world. What DOES make my life meaningful is being kind to people, being brave and enjoying the little things. Hell if I were unemployed I know I'd love all the free time. I'd get to work on my music! And relax! Hot dog! I know, we kind of need money to get by in this world, I'm not saying not to keep looking for a job. Why don't you look elsewhere? Maybe there's just no jobs in your town. And living in a new place is fun and exciting! (I would know.) Anyway, chin up kiddo, there does not exist a single state in the infinite state machine that is the universe in which you are not perfect just the way you are. Never forget that. :) (Wow I'll have to remember that one. It makes me feel good! Hahaha.) PEACE.

[bridgeisburning]

Your words of zen are muchly appreciated. And, to be fair, though I was being useful to the world and helping people, I was borderline miserable in my last job, for which I drove an hour and a half each direction and was paid roughly $5.20 an hour. What's really upsetting is feeling isolated. I keep trying to reframe everything positively. Really I do. It's hard when I can't interact with people who I can actually talk to this stuff about, though. I don't have a phone anymore. I can't drive my car anywhere. All I have is the internet, and then it's just a whole lot of waiting to trick someone into listening to me. And you're right about there not being jobs where I live. I want so bad to just up and go somewhere where there's work, but it's not exactly practical when I own nothing but a pile of clothes and a computer. I've already sold every little everything I could think of to keep paying bills. Aaaand now I'm being a downer again lol ANYWAY Thanks for reading, and for the comment.

[lolomgwhut]

Yeah I just read your journal because you're my only LJ friend AND I CAN haahhahahaa.

I mean, uh...no you actually post cool things! I just read those french words. They are so cool!!!

[bridgeisburning]

Well now I feel like an idiot. Awesome!

[lolomgwhut]

Now I feel like an idiot too THANKS

[bridgeisburning]

Telling someone that you're only talking to them because there's no one else to talk to does not exactly qualify as "being kind to people" in my book.

Thanks for reading anyway.

[lolomgwhut]

Oh I could defend myself but you probably know you're being too sensitive. :)