Goodbye

[bride_of_france]

It's never easy when things end.  I haven't had words for days, because I've been trying so hard for so long.  After last weekend, I couldn't do it anymore.  Then I watched a certain episode and suddenly felt like I was living the lyrics.  Screw that -- I am living the lyrics.  I just never thought I'd be here, feeling this way...

Of all the things I'd believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I say

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything that I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I used to get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you'll chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right

And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine

I want you, but I'm not giving in this time