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... I know it's wrong. It surely has to be.
But how long could I keep loving him? I loved Miles- I did, I loved him with all my heart, I even stole the Emerald Forest, just to run away with him, but then... he left me there to die- and I was so angry, I just... I can't even remember everything I did, but I feel like I killed more than just the one I was so enraged with...
But how long could I remain loving the man who left me to die- Who hadn't even truly loved me in the first place?
I could say I was naive, and maybe I was. Maybe I was too innocent. Maybe I wanted to be loved. I don't know, but...
I was a fool. I was a fool to not know who truly loved me, who... I could truly love, and trust, not to betray me, not to leave me-
What a fool I was, and even still a fool, when I stayed here with him and tried to convince myself that it wasn't truly love, that... perhaps it was just familial, as cousins are wont to love, but- It's not, and though I have been so happy here, even as cousins and nothing more, I-
I love you, Cain...
[ooc; Genuinely cursed into the "woman scorned, now in forbidden love with her cousin who is actually her half-brother but she doesn't know it" or taking advantage?~ Well~ You decide.]
But how long could I keep loving him? I loved Miles- I did, I loved him with all my heart, I even stole the Emerald Forest, just to run away with him, but then... he left me there to die- and I was so angry, I just... I can't even remember everything I did, but I feel like I killed more than just the one I was so enraged with...
But how long could I remain loving the man who left me to die- Who hadn't even truly loved me in the first place?
I could say I was naive, and maybe I was. Maybe I was too innocent. Maybe I wanted to be loved. I don't know, but...
I was a fool. I was a fool to not know who truly loved me, who... I could truly love, and trust, not to betray me, not to leave me-
What a fool I was, and even still a fool, when I stayed here with him and tried to convince myself that it wasn't truly love, that... perhaps it was just familial, as cousins are wont to love, but- It's not, and though I have been so happy here, even as cousins and nothing more, I-
I love you, Cain...
[ooc; Genuinely cursed into the "woman scorned, now in forbidden love with her cousin who is actually her half-brother but she doesn't know it" or taking advantage?~ Well~ You decide.]