May 13, 2004 20:39
i hate this place i gotta get outta here. i need to get as far from this fucking place as i can. maxime has offered to take me traveling this summer. i really want to go i wish he could just take me away now. I HATE HOW I RESPECT PEOPLE EVEN WHEN I KNOW THEY DONT DESERVE IT.... FUCK CHELSEY LEBEL!!
why be nice to people. fuck society fuck this aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
fuck the throw up that is crawling up my esophogus rightnow... who is there for me? NO ONE... NO ONE EVER FUCKING CARES GENUINELY HOW I AM ... I WAIT ON EVERYONES NEEDS. I AM ALWAYS WALKING ON EGGSHELS AND MY FEET ARE BLEEDING!!!!
help me.. someone this cant be right..