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"the worst stab wound is the one to the heart. sure, most people
survive it but the heart is never quite the same. there's always a
scar. which is meant, i guess, to remind you that even for a little
while someone made your heart beat faster. and that's a scar you can
live with. proudly. all the days of your life."
I found that quote from an entry a while back. It is really an amazing quote. Its true in every way. Im going to find out who wrote/said it.
It's 4:15 and I have my econ final at 7. Ive been in the library since 11 am. I was here, in the library at 11 am yesterday also. Im pretty much going to be spending the next week inthe library. Which is ok because my itnernet is all messed up. I havent posted in a while due to my internet being all messed up.
Im so lost right now. After what she said the other night. I just dont understand. Its been a never ending cycle with us for the past million years. I dont understand why she would want to just throw everything away. I dont want to write about this until I have fully thought about it and try to understand it. I dont want to say something irrational, something that I dont mean.
Its lately, for about the past 2 years, give or take, its been hot and cold. One minute everything is fine, the next im the most hated man on the planet. I dont mean any harm. I dont intend any harm. My brain is full from studying and I have to go back and do more studying. Ill attack this later. Maybe ill even put some poems/songs on here. Ive got a lot on paper, and a lot still in the works. Im going to try and have enough songs for an album/show by the end of spring semester. Hopefully with some recording software or equiptment and more instruments and equiptment.
It hasn't Been that long
Since we drank to the sunset.. until it was gone
and down with it went our pain and fear
as we slowly broke contact more and more with every beer
and we passed out in each other's arms
both admitting we'd never felt better
Never felt so warm
But awoke in each other's eyes
Without wearing a stitch of clothing
we were both deeply in disguise
and maybe I just set aside the fact that you were broken hearted
In my own special selfish way
and if I hadn't set aside the fact that you were broken hearted
Hell knows where your heart would be today
Maybe with me
It seems like it's been so long since we kissed through the darkness until it was dawn
Up with it came our pain and fear
that we'd already lost each other
We both knew that the end was near
maybe I just set aside the fact that you were broken hearted
In my own special selfish way
and if I hadn't set aside the fact that you were broken hearted
Hell knows where your heart would be today
Maybe with me
Maybe with me
Maybe with me
Maybe with me
Maybe with me
I found that quote from an entry a while back. It is really an amazing quote. Its true in every way. Im going to find out who wrote/said it.
It's 4:15 and I have my econ final at 7. Ive been in the library since 11 am. I was here, in the library at 11 am yesterday also. Im pretty much going to be spending the next week inthe library. Which is ok because my itnernet is all messed up. I havent posted in a while due to my internet being all messed up.
Im so lost right now. After what she said the other night. I just dont understand. Its been a never ending cycle with us for the past million years. I dont understand why she would want to just throw everything away. I dont want to write about this until I have fully thought about it and try to understand it. I dont want to say something irrational, something that I dont mean.
Its lately, for about the past 2 years, give or take, its been hot and cold. One minute everything is fine, the next im the most hated man on the planet. I dont mean any harm. I dont intend any harm. My brain is full from studying and I have to go back and do more studying. Ill attack this later. Maybe ill even put some poems/songs on here. Ive got a lot on paper, and a lot still in the works. Im going to try and have enough songs for an album/show by the end of spring semester. Hopefully with some recording software or equiptment and more instruments and equiptment.
It hasn't Been that long
Since we drank to the sunset.. until it was gone
and down with it went our pain and fear
as we slowly broke contact more and more with every beer
and we passed out in each other's arms
both admitting we'd never felt better
Never felt so warm
But awoke in each other's eyes
Without wearing a stitch of clothing
we were both deeply in disguise
and maybe I just set aside the fact that you were broken hearted
In my own special selfish way
and if I hadn't set aside the fact that you were broken hearted
Hell knows where your heart would be today
Maybe with me
It seems like it's been so long since we kissed through the darkness until it was dawn
Up with it came our pain and fear
that we'd already lost each other
We both knew that the end was near
maybe I just set aside the fact that you were broken hearted
In my own special selfish way
and if I hadn't set aside the fact that you were broken hearted
Hell knows where your heart would be today
Maybe with me
Maybe with me
Maybe with me
Maybe with me
Maybe with me