Tuesday - Brain weasles
I received an e-mail today with the gentlest of admonitions for something that I said entirely out of ignorance. And it almost sent me down into a complete negative spiral. I really had to work to keep myself from wallowing in self-pity that I’d already somehow screwed up and made a faux pas so badly that it needed an e-mail admonition.
*sighs* I really need to get back on my anti-depressants. I’m having a lot of trouble lately not feeling like things suck. I don’t like struggling with my brain like this. It’s hard to logic your way out of an emotion that’s due to incorrect brain chemistry.
After work I ran some errands (Lowes, Target, grocery store) and then treated myself to Chinese food because I didn’t feel like cooking. I watched Face the Nation on the DVR. And then tried to get caught back up on Live Journal. I should be trying to get caught up on chores, but I just wasn’t in the mood to do anything productive.
I just want faire to be over so I can have weekends again.
*sighs* I really need to get back on my anti-depressants. I’m having a lot of trouble lately not feeling like things suck. I don’t like struggling with my brain like this. It’s hard to logic your way out of an emotion that’s due to incorrect brain chemistry.
After work I ran some errands (Lowes, Target, grocery store) and then treated myself to Chinese food because I didn’t feel like cooking. I watched Face the Nation on the DVR. And then tried to get caught back up on Live Journal. I should be trying to get caught up on chores, but I just wasn’t in the mood to do anything productive.
I just want faire to be over so I can have weekends again.