pathway...to zero production

[brick_inthewall]

pathways always transforms me into a lump of unproductive flub.

it's not motivating.
it doesn't teach me anything.
it sucks the life out of me.

i've got a bit of a rough draft for my foundation scholarship application...it basically goes like this:
my parents don't know jack about money, we're a middle class family, i'm a hard worker, cash please.

i think i need to pump some sentiment into it