sorry for the craptacular-ness
you make me completely retarded
*sigh*...sheala got mad at me for something really stupid. after the reception i knew there was no room for her in the car so i told her that i would ride with lisa, lindsay and amber to the hall, the hotel (where she would come along then) and then to the nelsons. but then when lisa told me it was way out of the way and the nelsons were way out anyway i thought of sheala and went back with her. STILL tho, she gets on the phone with her mom and cries about feeling left out and me dissing her, which i didnt do.
for goodness sake i was in the wedding party! what was i supposed to do when jessica and lisa went out to prepare for the wedding and rehearse? i wasnt going to leave my sister on one of the most important weekends of her life to hang out with sheala. besides, after we ate breakfast at parris' apartment and we all left to run errands i got in the car with jessica, sheala was supposed to get in with us but she CHOSE to go with my mom all day. then she shows up to the rehearsal mopping b/c she had to help clean the reception hall. i understand her being tired and all but instead of meeting people (which she claimed she went up there to do) she sits in the van talking to her mom on her cell.
im really getting sick of all this "i want my mommy" crap. i do a lot for her. besides that...i dont really know why she even came to the wedding its kinda unfair. i can think of a few people who should have taken her spot.