Jul 09, 2006 01:11
everything is different. i now see it. i have entered a new phase of life and nothing i have known matters now. this plane is completely new. the old laws don't apply. contemplation is boring and useless. i don't know how good i will be out here. i never thought there would be something after the last. it is ALL about endurance. moments are for children. the only unit of measurement i believe in is the year. now. things are really, really, different.
day 1: failure. i don't know what i'm doing here in this world.