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[bribabie23]

so dan wanted me to write in my journal last night, but i was too upset about everything to write in it and i don't like writing when i'm upset because then i end up writing way too much about it. i mean it's good to vent and get stuff off my chest, but it just didn't seem like the thing to do last night. so instead i worked until 12:20 cuz i closed conc by myself and went home and since the cable wasn't working i watched 10 things i hate about u. i LOVE that movie. i haven't seen it in so long and i adore both julia styles and heath ledger, so yay for that movie and yay for getting to talk to dan..those were the highlights of my night last night. i'm closing box office right now. i looked at my schedule for this semester and it might not be as horrible as i thought. it will be tough being 18 credit hours and one class right after the other everyday and i won't get to see dan half as much as last semester, but it'll be like high school. only this time around, i will HAVE to do homework at home and ahead of time. that was my problem in high school. it was so simple it seemed that i could just wait until school to do most if not all of my homework either in study hall or previous classes..i was such a slacker. this semester i'm not going to be. i need to find a second job, which is a bummer, but maybe then i can actually have some money to spend on myself or others instead of worrying about not having enough money for rent next month. i can't believe school starts tomorrow. at least i have two really cool pple in my one class. i'm excited cuz it's my euclidean geometry class and it's hands on and it'll be awesome to be in their group cuz they r so good. neway. i'm in a much better mood tonight than i have been in the past coupla days. it just sucks cuz when pple still ask me about school/me telling pple i have to find another job and they ask me more questions about it..i get choked up about it. but everything should be ok..i need to think of things that way.
i really really miss dan..only 11 more days till i'm in his arms:) can't wait