Feb 07, 2006 22:48
Single again. It was for the best, and I'm glad we did it because lord knows I didn't want to hurt her a month, two months, six months down the road. She deserved honesty. I feel two ways about it.
1) Free. I feel ready to go out and just party and go crazy. Not too crazy, KNDU tv called me today asking for a release date on our company's story so I need to keep a pretty straight life. I would not want the TV station to say "And here's the CEO for *** ********* doing a keg stand at local party, what attitude are we sending to the community?" God would that be a disaster. Anyway, basically I think this was a good learning experience and I made a great friend in the process.
2) I felt a little lonely. Like I'm back in the ocean and there are too many fish out there. But, it's what I wanted. So why complain? Just go out and be free right?
I'm going to olympia again at 7am tomorrow to help out with latino legislative day and talk to a few more politicians again. Always good to keep my face out there. I wasn't going to go because I have so much work to get done here, but I scheduled all my meetings for end of week and early next week. I feel confident, but I really just want this company to get going so I can feel accomplished already. They always say making money the first time is the hardest, and after you've figured it out it comes easily. I know this is true, if I had to start another company I'm 100x more knowledgeable than when we first started ***.
I have a funeral this thursday, my god this year is off to a bad start. I feel so bad because with every funeral I go to, it feels like I'm at everyone elses all over again. oh well. I just hate having to say goodbye to people.
I'm rambling now, so I'll stop and go to bed, need to be up early and dressed for success. See you guys soon, and call me!
-b.