You've come to see Doctor Lady, My Doctor Lady?
Such an incredible movie that is.
I'm busy this week. Mon: Meeting with 1 partner at 1, Tue: Meeting with Port Commission at 10, Wed: Meeting with US bank at 6:45, Thurs: Meeting with both partners.
I know that doesn't sound like much. But like I was telling my friends. It's all relative. You work 6 hours, come home, relax, and move on. I work an hour and spend the next 10 trying to relax from it. The stress is outrageous, but the thing that keeps me going is that damn quote. Some businessman said. "The thing I wish I knew when I was younger is that the big projects take just as much energy as the smaller ones. I just need to keep that in mind.
Missy said something to me which made me feel comfortable and warm. She said she admired the fact that I keep up with business and am dedicated as I am. That I stay with it. I felt proud. I'm still dealing with the fact that I've started my career and am as far along as I've come to be. Especially at my age. I still feel like I should be out partying and living it up. But it occured to me today that I am in fact living the dream. I have a wonderful home that I can afford on my own. I'm growing intellectually and continuing my education. I have great friends and a loving dog. No real responsibilities that demand too much time. I'm free to take off whenever I feel like it. I mean, I'm going to vegas in november, I'm going to seattle this coming weekend. I have the leisure for such things and am never uncomfortable. I have nothing to worry about. I stress, which seems and is worded like worrying. But it's not the same. I'm not afraid that something will happen or something won't be there. I told my father that the biggest thing I've appreciated from him is that I've never been left wanting. Ever. And for that he is a success as a father.
Anyway. I've got some papers to review and sleep to obtain. gnight loves.
-b