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not in a good mood my mom is being herself and being over protective and not letting me do shit my dad is being an ass hole i hate both of them i honestly wudnt shed a tear if they died maybe i cud go live in a foster home with ppl who actually might care about me haha funny i no i hate my life i feel like curling up in a ball and getting run over by a bull dozer or ne way that wud be quick and ez to die brian i love u and at the moment more than life itself sry about our fight last nite and f.y.i ur the only one i love and ever will love just thought u shud no i have to go do a gay car wash for cheerleading after that i was hoping for me and haley to got o brittanys so i cud c brian and she cud c cooper but obviously thats not gunna happen and we might c them tonight cos im hoping they r going to the movies and if they dont im gunna be rly pissed off and i wanted them to go to competition with us cos i have an extra ticket but haleys mom gave their extra ticket to kevin which also makes me rly mad cos its our competition not nicoles and we shud be able to invite sum1 b4 she does and kevin goes friken everywhere i mean i like him as a friend and all but im completely sick of him and this was the last straw so if ne one cares cos obviously cos my gay ass anal sucking parents dont give a shit i love u brian soooooo much u dont even no ur probly one of the few things keepuing me from like diving in front of a car rite now