Aug 28, 2005 14:06
its me again!! well, i move into school a week from today!! I am soo stressed out and i dont have a clue what i need to bring up there!! I am living with 9 other girls and I havent really started to pack...I have some stuff packed away in boxes but not enough!! And i dont think that this weather is helping with my stress!! Its soo hot and humid and i dont wanna work when its like this, but i got to get it done somehow!!
everytime i get stressed out, i need to remember what my brian says!! he always tells me to calm down and take some deep breaths, which help...but not when i am this stressed out!! i am going out of my mind and i am making myself sick!! I dont mean to worry u Brian!! i am sorry!!
i miss you and I love you, Brian!! i wish we were together and i wish u were here to comfort you!! I need you around...i need my best friend!!
anyways, I hope all is well with you!! i will talk to u later!! (if i havent melted away from this heat!!) lol
xoxo