myself
For people who don't know me or haven't met me, I have a very low self-esteem about myself. This, I have figured, comes from being belittled from the two serious people that I have dated within the last few years. I was told that I was fat, not as pretty as some, and just told that I really wasn't good enough for some people. This has been hard for me to overcome.
My point is that David is telling me now that I am good enough and that I am a good person and that he is going to get me out of this feeling I have of not being worthy to be in people's company. I hope he succeeds, cause I want to break out of this shell and start living again.
Went out with him and Zan to dinner with some friends of theirs on Friday night. We went to a very nice resturant, or one that I thought was very nice, and had dinner. I come from a family that we didn't go to fancy resturants. Red Lobster and Olive Garden were big meals for us. So needless to say that this resturant was the fanciest that I had ever been to in my life. I sort of felt out of place. But David kept reassuring me that I do belong there and that I am good enough to be with them and be there. Thanks dude. You have my love forever for this.
Both of them want me to start trying new foods. I have never been one to experiment with foods, outside of the normal stuff. For example, I tried Chinese food once and it was gross, so needless to say, I won't eat anything Asian. Well Zan had gotten figs as an appetizer on Friday night. That grossed me out looking at them. There was no freaking way I was going to eat one of those. I think he kind of gets frustrated with me over this, but this is just the way I am.
Well enough for now.
My point is that David is telling me now that I am good enough and that I am a good person and that he is going to get me out of this feeling I have of not being worthy to be in people's company. I hope he succeeds, cause I want to break out of this shell and start living again.
Went out with him and Zan to dinner with some friends of theirs on Friday night. We went to a very nice resturant, or one that I thought was very nice, and had dinner. I come from a family that we didn't go to fancy resturants. Red Lobster and Olive Garden were big meals for us. So needless to say that this resturant was the fanciest that I had ever been to in my life. I sort of felt out of place. But David kept reassuring me that I do belong there and that I am good enough to be with them and be there. Thanks dude. You have my love forever for this.
Both of them want me to start trying new foods. I have never been one to experiment with foods, outside of the normal stuff. For example, I tried Chinese food once and it was gross, so needless to say, I won't eat anything Asian. Well Zan had gotten figs as an appetizer on Friday night. That grossed me out looking at them. There was no freaking way I was going to eat one of those. I think he kind of gets frustrated with me over this, but this is just the way I am.
Well enough for now.