It Will Never Be Over
School had started again, and even after the shortest of breaks it was hard to get back into the swing of things. But, somehow I pulled it out. My schedule was back to normal, and I was getting more than just school work done. My classes were more work than I had imagined, but I was confident to keep things up. One of the class I am taking is called the Drama. A subject I know a lot about... Throughout my life I had been notorious for acting first and thinking later when it came to drama. But lately, I had been taking the high road and not really doing anything, especially with Jamie. I had figured we had been friends so long, and even though we weren't anymore we still had mutual friends so it would be wise to be civil.
But, then Jamie did something so childish it took me straight back to high school. She had deleted me off of her Facebook friend's list. Now it wasn't that I frequently checked her profile, or enjoyed being able to "like" her status if it said anything bad had happened to her. I had just felt it was a casual enough connection to show our friends we were still able to be civilized. So when she did this, I was hurt. It had seemed with her dirty looks at parties and now removing me as a friend on social networking sites, which used to be my old M.O. that Jamie was trying to get a rise out of me. But, then Jennifer explained it was just Jamie's way of ending the friendship because in her eyes it was over. But, the thing was in a sense it will never be over As long as we have our friends in common, we will always have some sort of connection. Unless of course she is willing to surrender custody of Nicole and Jennifer. Then we could sever all ties and be done with it.
Aside from the drama with friends, there was also drama with my love life. After being excited about two prospects one stood me up and the other canceled the day before. It was starting to seem like I was destined to be alone for a while.
Now with Jennifer, Jamie and Lauren heading to Atlantic City leaving Nicole behind it was beginning to look like Nicole was going to feel my pain as the odd man out. A position I was more than happy to share with someone else. I wasn't allowing their trip to bring me down, I'll be spending the week on the up and up. Upper East Side to be exact, housesitting for a friend. My new location meant that I could be closer to Jay and Tina, and maybe it was best to spend some time away from my normal circle.
But, then Jamie did something so childish it took me straight back to high school. She had deleted me off of her Facebook friend's list. Now it wasn't that I frequently checked her profile, or enjoyed being able to "like" her status if it said anything bad had happened to her. I had just felt it was a casual enough connection to show our friends we were still able to be civilized. So when she did this, I was hurt. It had seemed with her dirty looks at parties and now removing me as a friend on social networking sites, which used to be my old M.O. that Jamie was trying to get a rise out of me. But, then Jennifer explained it was just Jamie's way of ending the friendship because in her eyes it was over. But, the thing was in a sense it will never be over As long as we have our friends in common, we will always have some sort of connection. Unless of course she is willing to surrender custody of Nicole and Jennifer. Then we could sever all ties and be done with it.
Aside from the drama with friends, there was also drama with my love life. After being excited about two prospects one stood me up and the other canceled the day before. It was starting to seem like I was destined to be alone for a while.
Now with Jennifer, Jamie and Lauren heading to Atlantic City leaving Nicole behind it was beginning to look like Nicole was going to feel my pain as the odd man out. A position I was more than happy to share with someone else. I wasn't allowing their trip to bring me down, I'll be spending the week on the up and up. Upper East Side to be exact, housesitting for a friend. My new location meant that I could be closer to Jay and Tina, and maybe it was best to spend some time away from my normal circle.