simple life for a simple guy
i prolly looked very strange earlier today. i brought nothing except for music and i walked around seattle and acted like a total dork. i got my hair cut for $75 at this place. it's strange what you see when you walk around a city by yourself. walking can be so relaxing. i wanna play tennis so badly. but my racquet is still broken and i have to replace the old one (that my parents bought me) before i can buy my babolat ($179). the triple threat was $89. last sunday i sat in the snow and looked out at the miles of forest and sky and i compare the nature to the cities. comparing can be very depressing. it's strange. i've had two very scary dreams recently. one was the announcement that kerry had one and then yesterday i dreamed that bush had won. i don't know what will happen if one or the another wins. the olympics inspire me. there used to be seagulls by my house all the time. but now i never see them. there used to be fish by my house but i never see them anymore. i wonder where childhood ends and growing up begins.