homebody
i'm really happy to be home. right now it's the only place i want to be.
i went shopping with my mom today. it's really theraputic. not so much the spending money, but that i get to talk and talk. and my mom listens. wholeheartedly. some of the best therapy.
i had a weird conversation tonight though. apparently i've changed? pff. it just kind of hurts for someone to say that. then later he tells me he's kidding? i think what we need is an actual sober face to face talk. then things might be clearer.
jason mraz tomorrow...get excited.
my grandpa's old hutch is in the hallway upstairs. inside the glass doors is a hat he used to wear in the winterk, with pins he collected on it. everytime i walk through the hallway i think of him. and i miss him. i was tempted to say something to my mom about it, but i feared it would upset her. but seeing that hat there everyday, kind of makes me feel like he's around still. sigh.
i went shopping with my mom today. it's really theraputic. not so much the spending money, but that i get to talk and talk. and my mom listens. wholeheartedly. some of the best therapy.
i had a weird conversation tonight though. apparently i've changed? pff. it just kind of hurts for someone to say that. then later he tells me he's kidding? i think what we need is an actual sober face to face talk. then things might be clearer.
jason mraz tomorrow...get excited.
my grandpa's old hutch is in the hallway upstairs. inside the glass doors is a hat he used to wear in the winterk, with pins he collected on it. everytime i walk through the hallway i think of him. and i miss him. i was tempted to say something to my mom about it, but i feared it would upset her. but seeing that hat there everyday, kind of makes me feel like he's around still. sigh.