hmpf
i want to go back to school. why do i feel feel completely worthless while i'm home? i don't want to at all. is it my fault? but why do i run after everyone else? sigh...sleep...soon i'll go to camp and i'll be too distracted to feel sorry for myself.
i mean last night was interesting. but it didn't make me feel better about anything. it's like something i already knew about myself he caught on too...sort of DUH to him. and drunken none the less. therefore worthless. and i didn't feel the same way when he made the comment. i was like, sure okay, whatever. if that makes you happy. geez i hope you've grown up. otherwise i'll avoid you. and that's a pain in the ass.
granted i am bored. partly no working. partly other emotion stuff. but bed. get the days rolling faster. lator gators...or just myself...i may be the only person who reads this... oh well
i mean last night was interesting. but it didn't make me feel better about anything. it's like something i already knew about myself he caught on too...sort of DUH to him. and drunken none the less. therefore worthless. and i didn't feel the same way when he made the comment. i was like, sure okay, whatever. if that makes you happy. geez i hope you've grown up. otherwise i'll avoid you. and that's a pain in the ass.
granted i am bored. partly no working. partly other emotion stuff. but bed. get the days rolling faster. lator gators...or just myself...i may be the only person who reads this... oh well