an ode to a friend...
i should have done this a long time ago but with school starting up for me again i havent had a chance to just sit down and write. this entry is dedicted mainly to one of my closest friends who just recently moved and had a birthday just yesterday(mr. 23 year old;)
in case you dont kno who this person is its my buddy Yos(haha, j/k!) JOS:)
jos just recently left about 2 to 3 weeks ago (it actually seems longer)
to continue his dutch life in the sunshine state of california. the lucky bastard. saying goodbye to him was wierd cause ever since i knew him, i have known that since he was a grade above me he would leave. but the actual act of him leaving didnt really hit me till this summer and when i actually have to do it face-to- face. i remember back in my sophmore year he would always tried to joke around and trick me into believeing he was leaving earlier or going to another school or something and like the gulliable girl i am, i would fall for it(sorta:P)
but actually saying bye to him at his car before he left was just all too real. its on my list of one of the hardest things ive had to do, i mean i know ill see him later but it still sucks, you know. there are certain moments in your life when the shifting winds of change can literally be felt, like you can pinpoint were it started to change. that was one of those moments, cause it symbolize to me that things at southern were gonna change; like hanging out with my art friends and the "lucky 7", that this was my own senior year and the things of the norm that used to be for me at southern are no more. many of these changes im still trying to cope with.
this year is gonna be hard for me, i can see it already. not only becuase its my senior year but im taking 18 credits and still at the sucky dorm:P and im still not sure if animation is what i what to do with my life. not to mention my personal junk..
*sigh* oh the woes of college life.
anyways, jos, if your reading this,(since your one of the few that do:) just wanted you to know your friendship has made a difference in my life and thankfully its for the good;) oh, and before i forget again...Happy Belated Birthday!(or birfday as i say it;P)
well im about to get kicked out of the art department, good nite one and all.
in case you dont kno who this person is its my buddy Yos(haha, j/k!) JOS:)
jos just recently left about 2 to 3 weeks ago (it actually seems longer)
to continue his dutch life in the sunshine state of california. the lucky bastard. saying goodbye to him was wierd cause ever since i knew him, i have known that since he was a grade above me he would leave. but the actual act of him leaving didnt really hit me till this summer and when i actually have to do it face-to- face. i remember back in my sophmore year he would always tried to joke around and trick me into believeing he was leaving earlier or going to another school or something and like the gulliable girl i am, i would fall for it(sorta:P)
but actually saying bye to him at his car before he left was just all too real. its on my list of one of the hardest things ive had to do, i mean i know ill see him later but it still sucks, you know. there are certain moments in your life when the shifting winds of change can literally be felt, like you can pinpoint were it started to change. that was one of those moments, cause it symbolize to me that things at southern were gonna change; like hanging out with my art friends and the "lucky 7", that this was my own senior year and the things of the norm that used to be for me at southern are no more. many of these changes im still trying to cope with.
this year is gonna be hard for me, i can see it already. not only becuase its my senior year but im taking 18 credits and still at the sucky dorm:P and im still not sure if animation is what i what to do with my life. not to mention my personal junk..
*sigh* oh the woes of college life.
anyways, jos, if your reading this,(since your one of the few that do:) just wanted you to know your friendship has made a difference in my life and thankfully its for the good;) oh, and before i forget again...Happy Belated Birthday!(or birfday as i say it;P)
well im about to get kicked out of the art department, good nite one and all.