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[briane]

max is graduating this weekend. the whole
family is here. im still sad. nothing
is getting better im just kiding myself.
all i want is a little attention, but i
am not getting it. i no i require alot of
attention, and i know its hard to give
someone that 800 miles away but thats all
i want. i just want things to be okay again.
i hate life right now. honestly, i hate it.