Homecoming...blah. who cares
I've hated this week. Nothing has been fun. I don't know why. Maybe I'm just a bad sport. I hate how Homecoming week suddenly makes the school a warzone. It's seniors against juniors and so on and so forth. Who gives a freak???! We all go to the same school. We all root for the same team. Why do we all have to fight? I'm sick of it. It's just been a bore to me. Plus I don't feel good. I'm exhausted. I want things to go back to normal...but it will be a LONG, LONG time until things are "normal" again.
I'm not going to win Homecoming Queen. Alisha is. That's fine. I want her too. It's just that I'm so tired...so tired. If I'm not going to win this thing...I don't even want to be out on the feild tomorrow night. Just the thought exhausts me. But we're not getting to vote again. they said the vote last week or the week before was so deciding that they don't need to do another one. I think that's a bunch of bull but w/e. It would make me feel better if we all voted again. I'm almost 100% sure that Alisha is winning this thing. I don't care. I LOVE her, and she deserves it. I'm happy for her..but I don't want to waste my time. You know? Yeah well...coach Higg is escorting me, the last I heard. He didn't say this, but Mrs.barnwell did. So who knows...the lady is crazy. she is totally unorganized. But who cares. Not me.
Man, I'm in a bad mood. I'm sorry. I don't feel good. I got my shoes and jewlery tonight. i'm gonna be cute tomorrow if I can figure out a way to wear my dress to where my bra doesn't show. AHH!
Um...there was something else I was going to say. I don't remember. I'm sorry for being so negative. It's just been a bad day...I'm exhausted and I'm mad that I'm missing the bonfire. It's not fair. But life isn't. I'm sorry. I didnt want anyone to see me like this. but this is one of those days...
I'm not going to win Homecoming Queen. Alisha is. That's fine. I want her too. It's just that I'm so tired...so tired. If I'm not going to win this thing...I don't even want to be out on the feild tomorrow night. Just the thought exhausts me. But we're not getting to vote again. they said the vote last week or the week before was so deciding that they don't need to do another one. I think that's a bunch of bull but w/e. It would make me feel better if we all voted again. I'm almost 100% sure that Alisha is winning this thing. I don't care. I LOVE her, and she deserves it. I'm happy for her..but I don't want to waste my time. You know? Yeah well...coach Higg is escorting me, the last I heard. He didn't say this, but Mrs.barnwell did. So who knows...the lady is crazy. she is totally unorganized. But who cares. Not me.
Man, I'm in a bad mood. I'm sorry. I don't feel good. I got my shoes and jewlery tonight. i'm gonna be cute tomorrow if I can figure out a way to wear my dress to where my bra doesn't show. AHH!
Um...there was something else I was going to say. I don't remember. I'm sorry for being so negative. It's just been a bad day...I'm exhausted and I'm mad that I'm missing the bonfire. It's not fair. But life isn't. I'm sorry. I didnt want anyone to see me like this. but this is one of those days...