hmmm..

[brianarox]

I'm so confuzed right now i don't know what to think...Well my parnets have officially broken my heart...They took away EVERYTHING..the love of my life(fuck whoever thinks he wasnt or isnt) My besterest best friend is fading but i dont blame her i wouldnt sit around waiting fer her to be ungrounded id do shit too..they took away the love i had for them.......There won't be anyone quite like he was...he was just right..everything i always wanted in a guy..They wont ever know how much i hate them for this..all because they were thinking about themselves and not about me and my feelings..and i think that it was blown WAY WAY WAY out of perportion....but hey wtf do i know...nothing right...i mean i could always look at it from there point of veiw and say hey he doesnt and NEVER loved me..but i guess ill never know... Even if he didnt love me i would have still wanted him to break my heart instead of them....I read my mom's notebook journal thing today and i found out things about her i didnt know..she says im the fucked up one..and i need counsling but the truth is she is the one who does...yea i can be crazy alot but it's all about how crazy you can be or how far you'll go in life till you just stop...They fucked up my life pretty bad i mean they could at least let me fuck up my own life...but what ever..i wrote *his* name on my leg yesterday and when i woke up this morning there was a bruse there..like WTF...but imma go and sit...

layter...

♥briana ashley♥