Of School
I think school's going to kill me.
It's not that the work is overpowering or anything, it's just that I get far more stressed about it than I should. Normally, I'm fine, level, whatever. My baseline stress is perhaps just slightly higher than the average person. But the minute I have anything even minorly stressful on my plate, my anxiety spikes. I can feel my pulse in the throbbing forehead vein I've just discovered (well, temple vein. But still, it's throbbing rather rapidly). I think I'm going to talk to a school counselor guy about controlling my anxiety, and maybe even talk to him about all the crushing inadequacey I'm plagued by (but probably not. I may not have my sanity or my blood pressure, but I've still got my pride, damnit)
It's not that the work is overpowering or anything, it's just that I get far more stressed about it than I should. Normally, I'm fine, level, whatever. My baseline stress is perhaps just slightly higher than the average person. But the minute I have anything even minorly stressful on my plate, my anxiety spikes. I can feel my pulse in the throbbing forehead vein I've just discovered (well, temple vein. But still, it's throbbing rather rapidly). I think I'm going to talk to a school counselor guy about controlling my anxiety, and maybe even talk to him about all the crushing inadequacey I'm plagued by (but probably not. I may not have my sanity or my blood pressure, but I've still got my pride, damnit)