Dec 13, 2006 07:08
I only find myself updating this thing when extreem boredom hits. Due to the fact that i am covering an opening shift this morning at the gym, extreem boredom is definitely in full swing right about now.
Life is progressing, slowly but surely. I'm probably the most happy with myself, phsyically at least, than I have been in a while. The days of bing self confident have come into play, and its been pretty nice so far. With that being said, I'm working on improving all other aspects of my life. I've slowed down quite a bit on my pot smoking adventures, and purchases, and already feel its direct impact on my daily activities (or up until recently, the lack thereof). What they teach you in health class is right, that shit will take a toll on you! I'm just so tired of being uninterested and unmotivated. Don't worry though dear friends, I'll still light one up with you if you wish. No big deal.
I'm glad to be back at Paragon a few hours a week. It's nice to be somewhere where I'm comfortable with the people and the environment. My schedule at the gym is a little frustrating, seeing as to how its not full time, but the hours make it difficult to take on a night-time job. I've tried talking to them about breaking into sales, but its such a competitive thing, working against the owners wife and all, that it's not really doing me much good. I'm starting to feel as though I could be doing something better or a job more useful, so I'm going to keep my eyes peeled for things of the sort. No need to limit myself and my income, really.
I am emjoying my job at the gym for one reason for sure though: the business dudes. There's something about being asked out by a 33 year old, brown suit wearing, former attorney and current real estate investor all over the country that really tells me I shouldn't complain. Ya heard? But really though, as far as dudes are concerned, being single kind of rules real hard and I don't want another actual relationship for a long, long time.
I'm going to Texas this weekend and I couldn't be more excited. I miss it, and the stress free lifestyle I enjoyed durring my stay there, so much.
On a sour note, I am fucking BROKE for the holiday season, and i never see britney and jenn.