Thursday

[brian_pa]

Since Justin and Lady Jane fucked up the other thread, here's a new place.

One rule: No smoking. Or discussion of smoking. Or list of smoking-related diseases. Or personal endorsements of The Patch and that fucking gum shit.

Otherwise, knock yourselves out.

Comments

[furriboots]

Just read the latest post. Do I detect a little bit of the green eyed monster in Justin's tone. Doesn't seem like he is too enamoured by your latest client. Interesting that you knew he was out but Justin didn't. Maybe Roger wanted it that way?

[furriboots]

I think you screwed up this time, Brian

[furriboots]

I have to tell you that I am usually one of your biggest fans and will forgive almost anything you do BUT this time I am a little angry that you have hurt Justin. This could have been avoided if you would only just layout what you each expect from this relationship what ever you want to call it and then compromise until at least some of both of your needs are met.

I hope you can resolve this Brian. I hate to see you and Justin upset with each other.

[furriboots]

I just read your latest post and Brian, you make me feel very sad.

I can't stay angry with you because I know you somehow don't really get the whole emotional thing and I know that you really do love Justin in your way.

Do what you need to do to make this right with Justin. If you want to talk the bitches are here (and I promise NOT to berate you). I do think that you have been judging Roger by your standards which is probably not a great idea since very few people tend to be able to differentiate sex from love. (or at least attraction)

It is interesting that you were looking for friendship with Roger. Sounds like that you may need a friend other than Michael or Justin but I think you would be "safer" choosing either a women or a straight man as a friend to avoid these relationship complications in the future.

I know you would say that you are too tough and don't need it but HUGS you anyway.

[brian_pa]

I don't need any more friends. Only Justin, and always Michael in some way in my life. So that's no big deal to not try and do that again.

[brian_pa]

I didn't tell him about Jasper because he knew ahead of time that I was going to fuck around, and he always said "no details." I didn't tell him about Roger because there was nothing (sexual) to tell. Not then, not later. Not essentially.

The only "need" I have had for a long time, is for Justin to be with me. I have everything else I need. And I already gave up a lot of my "desires" (fucking around as much as I want, using and abusing drugs any time I want, and I have given up Babylon. Which actually was not done FOR Justin but for me, but also somewhat for the "us" business.