She said....

Jul 21, 2005 10:26

Ok so what is wrong with me? Lately I find myself doing things I never thought I would ever do and guess what! I am happy! Can you believe that? Only a few months ago I was feeling lost again and sad then life showed me a new turn and life is fun again. I am becoming an applebees whore but ya know I feel like Norm from Cheers, since the bartenders and everyone knows my name. It rocks and they are gonna give me a plaque. Our group is growing too! We took up 3 tables during our weekly tuesday night outing. We even got Pippin to come out! Yay. I am even asking new people to join us. Also they have added Wed night as a second night of the week to stay open until 2am and on wed nights they are having live music! So all the cool local bands are doing shows there now. I am gonna tell the tasty dactyl guys about it and Applebees is even paying the bands!

So recent events have changed again and I have no idea what's happening anymore. However I recently found someone online who appears to have everything I have been looking for. She's even a lefty, a real one, not a fake one. Ok there's a problem. She currently has a boyfriend. What's up with me meeting taken people who are interested in me? That seems to be my theme this year. Anyways she left me this comment last night, despite the fact that she has a bf.

"Lindsay

Jul 20, 2005 6:22 PM

I think I might be your mirror image lefty soulmate!! hehehe! :P "

So we are gonna meet saturday night at the hastings local show in the parking lot! I must admit this girl has my attention. The bf sitution bothers me a bit but she's said she feels lonely and alone despite having tons of friends. That's exactly how I feel! If I can steal a flamingo I can steal a heart right? So meeting her can't hurt right? She's 21, younger than me, sure but fuck all of yall, i am 22 in spirit and feel despite my numerical attachment. This girl is incredibly intelligent too, which is a draw for me.

The other recent girl who had my attention, well that's fading it seems, which kinda hurts but the situation there was just so complicated. Least I walk away knowing she truly liked me and none of that bs crap some other girls do. And life has a funny way of bringing people together. I will always believe in connections and kismet. Fuck anyone who doesnt. In fact im tired of being walked on so fuck anyone who wants to try that! HA! Life is fun!
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