If trends were horses

[brian_dmessiah]

As i was getting off to sleep last night i remembered why i never had a cigarette at college, i was scared about what might happen if i liked my first one. My brother had said no one likes their first cigarette, but i didn't really trust him. I'm kinda proved right by seeing last nights program anyway, but yeah, i just didn't want to get hooked back then. The reason i havn't had a cig today? Possibly due to concern over how my parents would react, possibly because i've got no income to maintain such a habit, i don't know. However, when the third temptation comes around i'm not sure what will stop me then. Health concerns perhaps? Maybe i'll be in a different (although not necesarily better) place which will give me new reasons not to. Perhaps nothing will stop me, or maybe i wont be tempted again. I don't know. What i do know is that it was very weird having that feeling yesterday when i didn't actually have any proper stimulus.

In other news, why couldn't they have put these new big brother housemates in earlier? They actually seem like an alright, normal bunch.