would anyone notice if i was gone?
Today sucked i hate it all i just wanna go to indy and get away from all this shit. I almost felt good cuz she actually called me back than she gets shitty with me if i asked her if we were hangin out before i left than she says she has to go her shows back on and she will either call me back later or talk to me tomorrow i highly doubt its either of those. Why do i care about one person so much when i get nothing back? This week has really sucked ass. I dunno. The only plus side was i met this new Alyssa chick she seems cool shes nice shes cute we will see. I just wanna go to Indy and just say fuck everything and do what i want for once. I dont know whats gonna happen tomorrow i got some ideas but we will see whats goin down im ready to just explode right now. It just sucks you do everything in your power to please one person thats not you you put her above everything and shes just sayin fuck our friendship, work is just suckin my fuckin computer crashed, my 2nd block teacher is just a dumbass bitch everything is suckin ass. This is when i start wondering if anyone would notice or care if i was gone i care about alot of people and i just feel like no one gives a shit what happens to me we will see i get in these moods at times shouldnt last long