First entry in my new journal!!

Dec 22, 2008 17:19


Whoop whoop. New lj...
I had one back in the beginning of high school, but it got to be too much trouble and too much drama. I really didn't like the way it made me out to be some kind of person who was soooo concerned with what was going on in her friends' personal lives to the point where it was just annoying. Let's just say that the old lj got me a little too involved in peoples' pointless pursuits of drama for the sake of drama.
But I'm a different person now, and at the urging of my bff Aslin, I think I'm ready to have another shot at it... Although, as she is an internet celebrity, Aslin is going to have to give me lessons on how to make friends here.. Haha. I trust her wisdom.

So anyway, today...
I've been sitting at home in my pajamas all day, waiting for my new ATT Quickfire to come in the mail... I'm getting really impatient, seeing as how it's 5:30 and it hasn't arrived yet... It was supposed to be here today!! I'm a little peeved. I want my unlimited texting!
But later tonight, at 7:00 I get to go to my church's Christmas show!! I'm excited, because it's usually a big deal... Although, this year I feel like I've become really disconnected from my church friends. I think it's because I've been away at college for the semester, and because my boyfriend of a year and a half broke up with me in September, so now the whole thing just feels akward. I don't know if I'm supposed to still be hanging out with them, but I've been avoiding them so far, so I'm not sure what I can do... It's wierd how these people used to be so important to me, but now I'm just afraid of them... Sucks.
And I'm going to Universal Studios tomorrow with my sister's German exchange student (who she never pays any attention to. It's so sad...) Just not sure how I'm going to get there, because gosh darn it, I'm 18 years old, and my mom still doesn't trust me to drive on the freeway!! UGH! When is she ever gonna let me grow up??
She says that I can't drive on the freeway because I haven't had enough practice, but I haven't had enough practice because she never lets me drive on the freeway!!! It's so dumb!
And I'm not allowed to drive on holidays at all, because she's absolutely convinced that I will get hit by a drunk driver... "But mom, people don't drink on Arbor Day..." Ugh. It's dumb and a half.

Anyway. I should be getting ready to go tonight. I'm planning on dressing up, just to make my day feel a little less pathetic. =)

boredom, aslin, mom

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