Jul 01, 2009 20:36
6/19/09
Still nauseas. It is coming and going, but still here a lot of the time. We rushed out of the house today like mad to get a ride with my Tio Jan to go to Valencia, an island. We are going there before we head to another island to celebrate Sao Joao.
I am still pretty crushed about Dan. I feel stupid admitting, but a part of me is scared that the deep longing I am feeling inside me is not returned on his part. I would love to have him with me. It really surprised me that he did not even write one message to me. I thought i´d have a couple.
Today was generally a bad day. We rushed out the door and into a packed 5 person car with: my uncle, aunt, mom, Pedrinho (second cousin), Eric, myself and 2 weiner dogs. The trip was long, bumping and I hit my head on the roof of the car a lot. Shit kept falling from the back onto my head, which including a dog bed and a fishing pole. Because of the holiday each place we stopped at gave samples of the seasonal liqors and my mom and aunt both got some while we drove. Each bump sent the alcohol onto me and my brother.
After the drive we checked out my uncles gas station...for 4 hours. I literally sat at a table doing nothing. It was awful.
Finally we went to our hotel and the beds were ROCKS. Great. More shitty sleep. I have been taking advil for my back because of the pain. Mom invited me to pizza, but I didn´t want to be crammed in the car anymore. I stayed home, curled in bed and cried until I fell asleep.
Looking back at the situation and having finished with it, it was actually pretty funny. Brasil is the only place where 6 Brasilians and 2 dogs can be pulled over by the cops, told to slow down and then go speed off again with alcohol and fireworks and without seat belts.
On another amusing note: When I had my bikini wax I was taking off my shorts like normal and went to lay down on the mat with my underwear on. The lady looked at me and told me to drop my panties. I just about DIED of horror. I have never done that before. Eesh. Horribly embarassing.