Theres a certain mystique, when I speak That you notice that’s sorta unique,cause you know its me..

Mar 17, 2003 23:22

what a day, what a day...
started out with school, which started out aight, but as usual, ended up angry as fuck by the end of the day, jesus it gets annoying...anyways, had clm/pal, then bio (dont even ask), lunch, canadian history, then ended with com tech. came home, went up to new minas with my mommy, thought i might as well check my scedule at work, went in and noticed that i worked today, and that was just fuckin great. ran out to the car, grabbed my shit, and ran back in. so i worked till 10 30. fun fun. it was really dead and soo boring tonight..it sucked.

feelin kinda pissed off right now, not at really anything in particular, just shit...
i guess im meant to be angry some of the time, i just dont understand. everythings great though, or so it may seem..some things are just kinda weird to me right now, like i dont feel that i fit in anywheres, but i do, i just dont feel it. its really shitty. well theres not much i can do about it right now cause everythibs great. i guess ill just wait till it passes and feel better when it does.

*wrote this a few weeks ago**

Bored, and anger is building, anger is filling, my chest, let it rest, lifes a mess, cant be the best, nor lest, but im gonna push on, not lie on the lawn, i gotta do this, even if i do miss, gotta shoot this, loot this, take it back and shake this, make this, understand that i cant give up, so rip up, stand up, and take it like a man and make up, wake up, and stop bitchin, stop missin and start winnin, stop whining and start trying, stop lying and stop crying, start movin and stop losin, make a move and stop livin in the past, its the last, thing i wanna see, eventually, ill have to look there, at all my sins, but fuck it, i gotta win.

haha ye, explains it all right there...
i like that..
anyways its late and i need sleep, although ill prolley try and write a lil bit b4 i sleep..meh
hopefully tomorrows better then today...
well hope everyone had a good day back to schhol and that everyone has a good night!

later, peace ;)
BRi
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