i'm different...
i'm different than i thought i would turn out.
the other day, while playing golf with some of the guys from work, one of them asked me why i was so bitter and why i act like i don't care about anything. i told him. he then asked me if HE was worth me being that way to every other man that tried to enter into my life.
i didn't know what to say.
i guess he wasn't worth it, because he is happily married now, and i'm hopelessly single.
as single as i've always been.
even when i've been "seeing" someone...i've felt single. i've never dedicated my time and effort to somebody else like i did him.
i'm not sure if i could ever treat someone as good as i did him...again.
and that's so sad and such a waste, because i treated him GOOD.
i'm not sure if i'll ever be the same again.
the other day, while playing golf with some of the guys from work, one of them asked me why i was so bitter and why i act like i don't care about anything. i told him. he then asked me if HE was worth me being that way to every other man that tried to enter into my life.
i didn't know what to say.
i guess he wasn't worth it, because he is happily married now, and i'm hopelessly single.
as single as i've always been.
even when i've been "seeing" someone...i've felt single. i've never dedicated my time and effort to somebody else like i did him.
i'm not sure if i could ever treat someone as good as i did him...again.
and that's so sad and such a waste, because i treated him GOOD.
i'm not sure if i'll ever be the same again.