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school is pretty blah. i feel so different and disconnected from everybody there. i want to feel close to people, and i want people to stop acting stupid and just be. obviously that is a ridiculous request seeing as everyone at school is insane. i want things to be so much different. I want to go to a college now, but i don't want to do the work that will get me there. I just want to do theater. I want to go somewhere where people actually give a fuck about theater and i don't have to put up with so much bullshit. I really don't understand why it's fun to pretend/honestly be a theater major but not like theater. i don't get it. please vote me "most ready to get the fuck out of here" or how about "baddest taytay?" for senior superlatives.(is that a category cuz i could actually win that)